You know that giddy kind of feeling you get when you're first kind of into someone? I HATE that feeling. It makes me feel like I am 14 again and it's so annoying. It doesn't help the matter when things are already complicated by our drunkeness. It's so stupid.
On the plus side, the one person who over and over and over I have missed and missed and missed and had long conversations about what I should do regarding him in my life, well, thank God I didn't listen to some people and just 'cut him loose' as was suggested. We have a lot of things to fix and a lot of talking to do, but it's one relationship worth salvaging and one that I will pretty much do anything for. That's always been a given kids, come on. Did anyone ever think I would really ever be able to let this one go? Things don't work out often, so even though it is a small victory, I'll take it fo' sho'. Let's just hope he doesn't fuck it up. I don't plan on doing so either. Cross your fingers.
So I when talked to Teetz yesterday he pretty much managed to cheer me up in a heartbeat with the one sentence that never fails: "He's not good enough for you." I'd like to think there is at least one who might come close to being good enough for me in Teetz's eyes, but that just may not be true. Then he made a joke about still holding out for me and Ken. At least, I think he was joking. He could have been serious, I really wouldn't be surprised.
I am playing The Godfather again. And kicking ass hardcore. I almost forgot how awesome I am.
The new Maroon 5 cd is pretty much orgasmic. Good Lord, I love Adam Levine and have been waiting for this shit FOREVER. "Songs About Jane" was fantabulous and so is this. "Jane" was better, but it's okay, they're both pretty much awesome.
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